Moving onto Creativity
Over a week ago I moved to Chula Vista, California. Every single day is sunny and beautiful. We, as in Nathan and I, are surrounded by every possible store we could ask for with a beach less than an hour away. It’s strange to be here and have so much free time. I went from planning a wedding while working multiple part time jobs to this place where I can literally sit pool side all day long and no one would think twice about it. It’s a strange balance, to feel needed or overwhelmed. To feel you have too little to do versus way too much to do. I have to remind myself to go through old creative projects I let fall by the wayside during the last couple years and pick them back up while I have the time. To write again, create again, paint again. It’s harder than I thought it would be, picking up the creative side of myself and letting the busy body go. Focusing on the time I have now and making the most of it. Idle hands aren’t a great thing, and an even idler mind is worse. So after the netflix doesn’t satisfy and has run it’s course I need to remember to write, to draw, to paint, to go to the library and read, to exercise, to do all the things I had to put off but now I don’t have too. There’s ways to get out of the house without getting another part time job I don’t enjoy. It’s time to be creative before business takes this time from me.
Here we are.